Coralie

Suffering from an impasse....

Sat, 01 Aug 2009 20:47:00 GMT

I swear, I'm a coward. This perfectly doable guy is playing with his wits, trying to make it known that he likes me, and I'm retracting. I did everything in my power to get him to notice me, and now, I'm fucking scared. I can't go out with him, It'd be awkward. That's my problem with him. I can't go out with anyone. I don't want to share my family, my space or my vulnerability with anyone. I want one-night stands, but...I'm barely independent. I live with my parents, I don't drive...I can't do shit, without depending on someone. It's freaking annoying!! How the hell can I be happy?! Unknown....

As for my entertaining...here it goes:

Quiz!

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 20:06:09 GMT

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Betrayal...and it's way too soon.

Tue, 28 Jul 2009 03:54:42 GMT

Yeah. My best friend...well, I thought he was, called me a poser and said I didn't support him, and that I humilliated him. I felt ashamed. But then I noticed he just wanted to be the victim and wanted to be alone, so he started cutting people off. I understand that. So, I said my good-byes. I'm still heartbroken. I loved him and cared for him, and to think that he thought about me in that way...hurts. Like hell.

Yeah, nothing much happening. True Blood is kicking ass again. And HBP was surreal. Draco stole the movie...:D

I feel something for that weird kid that lives his life in a weird way...but, you know what? I want to wait for that guy that will make the first step. That's the one I want.

Cheers!!

Crazy weekend and regrets that stop being regrets...

Mon, 20 Jul 2009 23:42:22 GMT

Well, I went to Vega Baja this weekend to stay with some friends from my high school. We drank like crazy and things got blurry and fuzzy. Everyone was touching, grabbing, kissing, dancing, biting...everything. The thing is, it was with people you'd never imagine yourself with...and it was scary. Alcohol makes you numb and someone can be doing naughty things and you'll never notice. Scary stuff.

In other stuff, I miss my series!! NCIS, The Mentalist, Bones...all are way too far from today. It's killing me.

First week of work gone, only three more to go. I just found out I like this extremely ugly but really masculine guy that works with me.

Yeah...weird.

My severely disgruntled love-life

Sun, 12 Jul 2009 21:28:18 GMT

Well, hello dear...

I'm worried about what my mind will make me do in the future. I just got out of a...we can say, difficult relationship. He was two years younger, he was happy, loved me, and tried to make me feel important....BUT, I needed more. I found out, that I need a take-charge man, who is able to make decisions, that dominates my dominating nature. Not someone who just tries to be in my good graces, I don't find that people appealing. I really need a guy that is able to be a man with me, who doesn't fear me, but desires me. That's what I want. And good Lord, it is good to get this out....

In other stuff, I've become addicted to Remus/Hermione fanfics! It's so...yum. The thing is I get a bit squeaky when Hermione is still in school...well really, when she's under the seventh grade. I'd be pedophilic. It's pretty hot and aggressive when they picture Remus as a two-personality man. The Wolf and Remus J. Lupin. I'm still searching for more fics, that way, I can satiate my Remus/Hermione hunger.

Another thing I've become addicted is to NCIS. God that Michael Weatheryl is hot. The sexual tension between his character and Ziva is just delicious.

And in my otherwise boring life, I start to work tomorrow!! Yay! I really need money. And this next weekend is going to be decadent. I hope I can get that someone I've been fantasizing about since my fourth grade. I'm ready to do anything for a shot with that hunk! Lmao...don't worry, I'm just a mind whore. I really don't do anything physically, just in my mind. :D